She’d been a part of our worship for 14 years. She played like a concert pianist and somehow directed our tiny choir full of huge personalities. She put her whole being into her music and we never knew how sick she was.
She was my friend.
Although she valiantly survived the 11-hour surgery, she never regained consciousness. There’s a big gaping hole at church and another one in my heart.
I miss her. So much.
How can you possibly write when you’re mourning? Whether you’ve lost a friend, a job, a dog or Very Special Agent Anthony DiNozzo, you can still journal your feelings. You never know who will be comforted by your progression through the stages of grief.
First, give yourself time to grieve privately. Even if you know the illness is terminal or the company is closing, you’ll still need time in your closet to process what has happened.
Take time to rest. Try to nap. Find someone who will “run interference” so that you can be quiet.
Jot down notes about how you feel. Try to remember the ache in your heart or the way your head actually does pound after crying all night. Keep an emotion journal, not only for your impossibly sad times but for happy ones, too.
Journal your feelings. It doesn’t have to make sense to anyone but you. For now, you’re processing what you feel.
Write down your prayers. You don’t have to share. It’s just to help you move through the stages of grief and to help you write
Write about what could have been. Writing down the happily-ever-after in that situation gives you a respite from your grief. It could also become your next book.
Immerse yourself in something else. Watch an inspiring movie. Read a book. Go somewhere that doesn’t remind you of loss.
Each person grieves differently. Even if your loss is a French bulldog, there's still a death in the family. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
Next week we’ll talk more about writing through loss by journaling the seven stages of grief.
What has helped you remember your loss and function at the same time?
|About the Author|
Angie is represented by Joyce Hart of Hartline Literary Agency. She’s currently working on a series of novels set in small Southern towns. She and her husband live in the middle of a big wood outside a small town in South Carolina.