You
could almost class it as a trope or archetype—the writer with hundreds of
rejections. Every time I tell someone I’m a writer, the question seems to
follow: “Have you experienced a lot of rejections, then?”
Yes, is the answer. It’s part of the
game. And if you have a manuscript you’re shopping, you know the drill. The critique
groups and classes and conferences and paid editors—and the learning process
isn’t cheap, by the way! The query piles and hopeful meetings. The emailing of
book proposals and samples and “fulls.” The waiting, waiting… waiting. And
then, of course, another email conveying a polite rejection.
It isn’t personal,
although it’s wrenchingly hard not to take it that way.
Lord, aren’t you calling me to write? Don’t
you want people to read this story?
If you’re reading
this, I can guess the answer to that
is a “yes.” But, here’s something I know.
First and foremost, the Lord is using the ups and downs of your journey to call
you into a deeper relationship with Himself. What an amazing honor! But being
clay worked by the potter’s fingers doesn’t always feel good!
“Count it all joy,
my brethren, when you encounter various trials. For the testing of your faith
produces endurance.” (James 1:2-3) Hardships come to prove—and in many cases, improve—the quality of our faith. That’s
the outcome that actually matters.
The Lord has
spoken to me on a few occasions via “Mount Moriah moments.” Moments of deep
discouragement where I questioned the calling. If my manuscript was my “child
of promise,” if I picked it up because He had called me to it, was I ready to
surrender it on His command as well?
If you’re a
Christian writer, you’re probably familiar with Allen Arnold and his book, The Story of
With. It’s an extended allegory of a creative who seeks
self-actualization and worldly success, but without a deep partnership with her
Heavenly Father. She ultimately learns that the endpoint is not the point. The real point is the
journey—with God.
My most
discouraging “Mount Moriah moment” came a couple of years ago, when my first
agent dropped me. I didn’t even know that was a thing! This person had been so generous
to coach and mentor me through several revisions. Only a few months earlier my
manuscript had garnered a significant industry award, which I know would not
have happened without that agent’s guidance.
Award ceremony photo goes here. Caption: Me
in 2016, at a big glam awards ceremony, the evening I was blessed to see my
manuscript win the ACFW Genesis contest. Pinch me! But… still no path to
publication.
I couldn’t fathom
going through the querying process again.
Lord,
what are you telling me?
He was telling me
what He tells us all. At the end of the day, it’s not about any earthly
outcome. It’s about our relationship with Him. About relying on Him through the
journey.
Today, my saga
appears to have ended in what the world would call success. A respected agent
(Wordserve Literary) and a three-book contract with a quality publisher. My debut
novel, a World War II story inspired by true events from the Doolittle Raid of
April, 1942, was released on December 1. And it’s a beautiful “book baby,” if I
do say so myself! Thank you, Mountain Brook Ink! Plus, my street team has been wonderful,
and the feedback from early readers and reviewers has been very heartening.
But! I have to
tell you that the battle over who owns this book doesn’t go away, because it’s
a battle between flesh and spirit. Each open door just moves the conflict to a
new field. Two years ago, the wrestling with the Lord was over whether anyone
would publish my—oops,
His!—story.
Now the question is whether anyone (or, rather,
enough “anyones”) will read it. How does my one little book get
attention amidst Amazon’s eight million titles?
As my husband
likes to annoyingly point out: if it’s really His, won’t
He bring the audience?
I’ll offer you a
note of encouragement I often come back to. Naturally, during my lengthy
journey to publication I meditated on scriptures on waiting. “Those who wait on
the Lord shall renew their strength” (Is 40:31), right? I noticed for the first
time that the word for “wait” in this passage has a sense of being intertwined.
From the Complete
Word Study Bible:
קָוָה
qāwāh: A
verb meaning to wait for, to look for, to hope for.
The root meaning is that of twisting or winding a strand of cord or
rope….
I should be so
intertwined with my Lord that my will disappears into His! Didn’t Jesus also
say something like this—something about abiding? “As the branch cannot bear
fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you
abide in me.” (John 15:4)
At the end of the
day, I’m not after book sales. Not really. I’m after spiritual fruit, right? I
want the story to impact lives. That will only come through
abiding in Jesus. Not through my own
fleshly efforts to drive the book-marketing flywheel.
There’s no
question that it’s the Lord who brought me this far. I’m waiting and praying to
see what He will do through this novel, and future writing ventures. And if He
should call me to put my WIP in a virtual drawer and my writing career on the altar
(again)? Well, I think I’m ready for that too.
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THE PLUM
BLOOMS IN WINTER
“A taut, crisp debut
achievement that colorfully evokes the Pacific theater of WWII. Start this one
forewarned: it's a stay-up-all-night read."
- Jerry B. Jenkins, 21-time
New York Times bestselling author (Left Behind, et al)
A
Prostitute Seeks Her Revenge—In 1942, Miyako Matsuura cradled her
little brother as he died on the sidewalk, a victim of the first U.S. bombing
raid on Japan. By 1948, the war has reduced her to a street-hardened prostitute
consumed by her shame.
A
WWII Hero Finds His True Mission—Dave Delham makes military aviation
history piloting a B-25 in the audacious Doolittle Raid. Forced to bail out
over occupied China, he and his crew are captured by the Japanese and survive a
harrowing P.O.W. ordeal. In 1948, he returns to Japan as a Christian missionary,
determined to showcase Christ's forgiveness.
Convinced that
Delham was responsible for the bomb that snuffed out her brother's life, Miyako
resolves to restore her honor by avenging him--even if it costs her own life.
But the huntress soon becomes hunted in Osaka's treacherous underworld. Miyako
must outmaneuver a ruthless brothel owner, outwit gangs with competing plans to
profit by her, and overcome betrayal by family and friends--only to confront a
decision that will change everything.
Linda Thompson
stepped back from a corporate career that spanned continents to write what she
loves–stories where reckless faith meets relentless redemption. Her recently
launched debut novel,
The Plum Blooms in Winter, is an A.C.F.W. Genesis award winner.
Linda writes from the sun-drenched Arizona desert, where she lives with her
husband, a third-generation airline pilot who doubles as her Chief Military
Research Officer, two mostly-grown-up kids, and a small platoon of housecats.
When Linda isn't writing, you'll find her rollerblading–yes, that does make her
a throwback–taking in a majestic desert moonrise, or dreaming of an upcoming
trip. She and her husband recently returned from a tour of Israel and Jordan
and a visit to Wales.
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