Marianne Evans |
Those words are part of a daily devotion I read
each day, and they gave me a lot to think about at church this weekend as
Scripture verses unrolled, revealing the triumphant journey Jesus took to
Jerusalem, and the rapid-fire fall from public favor that left him questioning
everything.
Yes. Everything.
The most sacred season in the Christian
calendar—Holy Week—is under way. As I near the end of Lent and my ‘journey
through the desert,’ I’ve come to recognize, strongly, the Jesus was uncertain.
Jesus questioned Himself. Jesus wondered whether or not He had accomplished God’s
plan. He had doubts, like me. He was uncertain and fearful, like me. He wasn’t
sure of his mission, like me.
Writing is a call I’ve embraced with all that I
am. It’s a blessing I never take for granted. Does that make it easy? Oh, no.
In fact, lately, my writing life has been fraught with timing struggles, insecurity
and self-doubt. In my present season of change and challenge—of beauty and
shifting priorities, I find myself struggling to focus on writing and carve out
enough time to create. What does that mean?
Does that mean I’m not meant to continue
writing? Is the process of creating books what He still wants from me? It’s not
that I don’t love writing. It fires and inspires me like nothing else. It’s not
that I don’t have stories to tell. God keeps planting fertile plot seeds. My
struggle stems from finding the time and energy to write fresh pages each day.
In the shifting sands of life, I’ve found the
only way through is to pray—to seek God’s guiding voice—to listen, and pay
attention to the movement of His hand in my life. A hiatus from writing isn’t
an option when such things as new releases, book tours and commissioned future
titles fill my view. Yes, it’s challenging. Yes, the degree of influencing
factors in my life sometimes leave my head to spin, but that’s when I think of
Jesus and his very same struggle with the Mission God gave him.
Jesus understands. He had to battle turmoil.
That’s assuring to me. No matter what the calling, I want always to be about
the Father’s business. No matter the outward constraints, I intend to embrace my
mission and rely on the prayerful support and encouragement of the people He
leads into that path. That’s what leads me to the other side of doubts and anxiety.
If you’d enjoy more inspiration from St. Monica’s Parish, here’s the link where you can sign up for their daily devotions: ST MONICA’S PA RISH DAILY REFLECTIONS I’ve been a subscriber for years, and can’t tell you how many times the messages these authors share have lifted me up.
God bless, and HAPPY EASTER, friends!!!!
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Be about the Father's business
Experiencing a season of doubt in your mission? Jesus has been there.
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Be about the Father's business
Experiencing a season of doubt in your mission? Jesus has been there.
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Marianne Evans is an award-winning author of Christian
romance and fiction. Her hope is to spread the faith-affirming message of God’s
love through the stories He prompts her to create. Devotion, earned the
Bookseller’s Best Award as well as the Heart of Excellence Award. Hearts
Communion earned a win for Best Romance from the Christian Small Publisher's
Association. Finding Home won the Selah award for Best Novella. Marianne is a lifelong
resident of Michigan and an active member of Romance Writers of America, most
notably the Greater Detroit Chapter where she served two terms as President.
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Country
music bad boy Chase Bradington is on the comeback trail. Fresh from rehab for
alcohol addiction, and transformed by the power of Christ, Chase is battling to
rediscover the music he loves and a career he nearly ruined. Then he meets up
and comer, Pyper Brock, and instantly sparks ignite.
Pyper
knows of Chase’s reputation, so despite a rampant attraction to the handsome
and talented icon, she soundly dismisses his romantic overtures. Decades ago,
her father, in a drunken rage, tossed her and her mother onto the streets. No
way will Pyper make the mistake of falling for a man whose done battle with the
bottle.
What
happens when Chase’s quest to win Pyper’s love breaks down chains of resentment
and eases the long buried wounds of her childhood? And what happens when Pypers
father shows up in Nashville, clean, sober and seeking a chance to apologize?
Can
Pyper follow a pathway to peace when it comes to her father? Can she fully
trust Chase? Above all, can a sin damaged past be released in favor of
forgiveness?